Dear readers,
It happens when I believed in him and letting him went out foe club.. But Allah is great.. He leads me to something that I can't imagined.. But owh yeah it happens.. A man that I called my sayang.. Did the same mistake again.. And all these while are lies abt the love... I'm so stressed up.. I can't even Think n I'm so shivering when I saw it.. but I've to be tough.. I hate him.. I hate the feelings towards him.. Hoping that Allh will terminate n demolish the love towards him.. Please pray for me.. I need it so I can forget him.. Today we are calling the time off and maybe forever.. If there's a fate n luck in us...... Lets the most great Allh decides.. For now.. I want to be alone n I dun want to b involve in any kind of rship until Allah says so.. I redha for whatever happens to me and him.. If we can't last then let it go with the flow.. Let me burn the feelings n the 5years relationship.. Make me thing that it is not worth it.. Lemme be a normal girl who are seeking for a good life n a good man.. I don't need this kind of stupid stuff stuck in my head n life.. I want to be free.. Free from everything.. If Allah had me to choose my path.. I choose to let Him leads me to the true path.. Coz I'm so hurt indepth inside.. I want to be me.. The old me.. Runaway from this stress n start a new life... Love doesn't promise u anything accept to your parents, family and Allah...
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