dear readers,
in every gloomy and sadness, there must be a happiness that we all wanted...it is like a rainbow after rain's stop...a happiness that everyone would dying to have it.. i'm looking for one now..and if ever i found it, i can't reached it...to act normal and pretending that nothing happened are hard..came out from long and tiring relationship is not as easy as it looks..it is more than consuming my time.. when i'm about to find my happiness, there will always obstacles around me and in me sometimes...to feel the real happiness even in a short time really mean to me, after all the hardship that i have been trough, you just ring the bell and knocked my heart to widely open... but, ouh dear..i don't want to be rebound... let my heart heal thoroughly and time will decide who is the one for my heart..for me, patience is virtue..but if you really want it..u will wait for it and u know what to do... because eventually, ill choose and parents will approved..i have to be a good daughter and listen to them. what am i mumbling now???? alright, i am sleepy... i should get some sleep and F.A if u reading this... listen to your heart and let your brain free from it... :)
till then, xoxo
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hey guys,
its kinda a new update and me myself shocked with it...but hell yeah..im single for good.. all those love are no more in my life's dictionary... i hate to admit this but eventhough me is stil love him but it doesn't mean i have to give up hope andbeg for him to accept me back...ill just move on and pray for a better way of life after this....one man go it doesnt mean ive to close the door for others to come..am i right guys?? to see all friends end up with the same guy in the marriage makes me sad but hey....Allah has plan for me right? i have to be strong in whatever matters... an idiom mentioned that.."if u love him, set him free and if he comes back he'll be your forever"...i do believe it somehow and to accept him is kinda hard man...seriously i have to admit it... but life is still long way to go...i need to finish my studies and let go the memories...i just hope he change and be good in his current relationship... all the ups and downs are over for me... i don't need to think much now.. i have family..they are very supportive and love me soo much...a great siblings and friends that will always support me.. thanks to all, whom is always for my happiness... keep on praying guys coz the unaswered pray is the best cz we just dont know when Allah wil grant it...eventually it will be granted somehow... :)
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