dear readers,
in every gloomy and sadness, there must be a happiness that we all wanted...it is like a rainbow after rain's stop...a happiness that everyone would dying to have it.. i'm looking for one now..and if ever i found it, i can't reached it...to act normal and pretending that nothing happened are hard..came out from long and tiring relationship is not as easy as it looks..it is more than consuming my time.. when i'm about to find my happiness, there will always obstacles around me and in me sometimes...to feel the real happiness even in a short time really mean to me, after all the hardship that i have been trough, you just ring the bell and knocked my heart to widely open... but, ouh dear..i don't want to be rebound... let my heart heal thoroughly and time will decide who is the one for my heart..for me, patience is virtue..but if you really want it..u will wait for it and u know what to do... because eventually, ill choose and parents will approved..i have to be a good daughter and listen to them. what am i mumbling now???? alright, i am sleepy... i should get some sleep and F.A if u reading this... listen to your heart and let your brain free from it... :)
till then, xoxo
