~ iReEN RazaLi ~

dear readers,

i dunno where to start and what to say... whatever i've done is can't be undo..i know i've done wrong in my past ..i regretted it and hey who are you to judge me?? to snatch my happiness from me? i never steal anything in your life..i never disturb your life but why u wanna ruin mine??? sorry is not enough for me to accept it, if its not from your sincere heart... u have everything..just name it and u'll got it..but LOVE is not easy to achieved..i've my LOVE and he chose me...please don't ruin ours... eventhough i've had hurt him soo much in the past but it is between me and him and none is yours.. you are just a friend to him not more than that.. where were you when he needs someone?? where were you when he changed from good to someone else??? where were you all these while?? and when he raised up...you are here waiting for him and try to take him away from me?? what kind of person are you?? yeah..i admit you have your eyes on me all these while..but you just dunno what happened here..between me and him... all you know is, me being childish on posting curse on Facebook etc.. but did you ask me what really happened?? have you?? you just a bias person who claimed you are good person.. a smart person won't judge people from one side of stories but both... have you know how suffer i am before you came back??? yet you blame me for not letting you guys hang out for just both of you... which girl on Earth would rather let her BF went out for hang out with other girls and went for club???? you are being such a hypocrite person when you say NO.. you may a westernized person but this is Malaysia.. how western are you won't guarantee you to keep away the Malay's feelings... mingle with others and you know the beauty of your country.. but please don't ruin my relationship as he is my everything...  someday you will know what is LOVE when you found the perfect guy in life... just remember in mind... whatever you do Allah will return it back to you.. what goes around comes around... do good to people you'll get rewards in return and do bad to people you'll get the same as return or maybe worse... i never get interfere in your life but please for God sake don't disturb mine and please if you think the "sorry" word is soo hard to come out from your mouth sincerely..don't ask for it..because you may think that i am not as the same level as you are and seeking someone's apology is unnecessary then don't because you are not ready for it.."Maaf tidak mengenal erti darjat, kemaafan yang di pinta untuk hati yang ikhlas memintanya demi kemaafan yang tulus."-me-...when  you hurt someone's feelings badly and you know it may hurts her, you shouldn't do it or say sorry to her because Allah is the almighty and ADIL... you may experience the same soon.... as for now.. i can't forgive you yet..it is too bitter to swallow what you have done to me and yet you disrespect me.... if you want me to respect you please prepare yourself to respect others privacy. you have to learn to respect others before you want me to respect you as he is your friend yet he is my BF.... two different words and two different meaning...


till then readers....xoxo

dear readers,

its been a while since i wrote something about me, time after time i've been through a lot....happiness, sadness,relationship, friendship and all...ive gone through many obstacles to achieved whatever i have now...

okay, in the last MASUM (majlis sukan universiti malaysia) i played rowing and i became a rower and a coxswain in the same day in a different boat.. alhamdulillah, my 4+ got into semi while my 8+ got into final..eventhough we had a thin chance to win but we had fun to row with each other.. i love my rowing team!

now, ive moved on..i forget the pass and move on to a better life. i dont want to repeat the same mistake again cause it cost me a lot especially my own happiness. i love what i am now.. less temper and more patient but i still cant get rid of the pessimistic part of me pertaining my other half, im trying so hard but i just cant.. maybe its true that we cant trust anybody with all heart because it may hurt us soo much.. to endure the pain is not hard but to keep it, is hard..im just a human being and i cant escape from any of this but heyy,insyaAllah with du'a, family, friends im sure i cant face it with calm. insyaAllah Allah will always with His ummah and lead me to a better life without facing any hard obstacles because Allah wont challenge His ummah without their own capability...

me also has starting a new business with my friend ilana.. we are selling cookies and brownies for any event..insyaAllah we can cater all as long as people out there are giving us chance to spread our ideas in cookies n brownies.. place your order readers at sweetumms desire on facebook.. http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/pages/Sweetumms-and-Desire/158571607547925....

tilll then readers..

xoxo..much love

dear readers,
there are so many incidents happened in my life.... the ups and downs of life is something that i can't even avoid....love, study, friendships, society etc.... let's begin....


love.....my love stories are better now...even we having communication breakdown but we managed to counter it back...hoping a good things happen in return....temper and snap are normal in each relationship..just patient and tolerance are needed... hoping me to be as strong as whatever thing that is strong and stiff.... :)

study.... as you may know, im the final year student of this university... im graduating in next long sem (insyaAllah)... just the problem is i don't know why i feel that i can't continue my study for this sem... and thanks to some friends...they pull me from the darkness and brought me till final exam even i failed to commit well... and by holding quite am important post in 2 societies, it makes me even in miserable... hosting an event that some other people may not like me...is a normal thing to be face..i just don't bother to know what people may think of me...but hey, im the perfectionist lady which may came out with harsh actions and im sorry for that.. just i need everything to be done perfectly... and yeah... thanks to them..it succeed! Alhamdulillah.... in an event under me, ill be a bit someone else..but seriously, i'm me as the original me... :)

friendship....... i'm having such a great friends surround me... they are my sweet, sour, spices, gula, batu, garam, hempedu...semua lah... hehehe.. i never have such a great friends that love me, advice me, company me and even be with me 24hours a day or more just to be sure that i'm alright in any angle... im blessed to have u guys to be my friend... most of them willing to cry for me and cry with me... i just dont know how to thanks you guys for that babes!!! i love you guys 2 bits! u know who u are! and i love u for being such a good friend to me!

society.... i just don't believe that i am holding a post in a society.... became a program manager for an event brings me lotsa experience... the ups and downs, the critics to take..the complaints and many more..ive to be strong inside and outside...this is the period of learning...i did mistakes and i should overcome it for a better me next... :)


its 4.05am... and that's it for now... ill be updating more soon...


till then..xoxo

hey readers,
i know it seems late to write about activities that i'd went to but hell yeah...it was a fun journey and mi loikeyyy...knowing those people last year brought some light in my life... they lit up a spark in my life by bringing me to the activities that i can even expected that i will hop in... but yeah.. thanks to them...my life feels complete as a student eventhough im facing the so called final year (please final year) but still they bring me to life as a student with all the crazy activities.. fun though...happy to know u guys.....bonnie, ijat, eiqa, aten, eizz, huzaifah, syakir, chawk, meeghol, lana, nadia, shai....u guys superb... :)

heyyyaaa readers!!! its been quite sometimes i never update my blog...well blame the time because i am facing a hectic months and days... final is coming tho...... btw, it is just a quick update about my birthday party and my sayang's birthday party....


mine was on 7 september 2010.....held at Redbox The Curve...and well because it is a Ramadhan so we respect the holy month...the food was great and the people attended my birthday party are suppppppeeerrrrbbbb!!! i love them 2bits! we sang, we eat, we had fun and we are full of all the foodd...cannot stuff in more! hehe....i had a great time with them...especially when my beloved person was there with me! thanks sayang for the great birthday party and the great birthday presents! okay guys..here some pictures that i can upload it....


some of the pics!

then its my sayang turns! 3 october 2010 at the Rum Jungle... me and dino finally made up our mind to do a surprise birthday party for my syafiq! and we made it! thanks to all yeah... he was out of control as the result! haha..the party was blast! people who attended are damn sporting and awesome except one man! urgh! annoying! avoid him....overall....i enjoyed the party... ouh yeah, we snapped some pics and im still waiting more pics from amir firdaus!!! hehe.... i love u guys 2



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Hey readers,
I'm back again after a short break... This time I don't know what to say actually but it's something that amuse me when me on my way to my class in the morn... I received a message in my inbox sayings such things towards me and my bf.. I was laughing like hell... I dunno who the hell he/she is but hey, if u really wanna backing up ur dearie friend I'm begging u, plz use ur name and real pic otherwise u are such a pathetic loser u wanna show what a hero is and eventually what a true fren means??? Pfffttt~ what a lame... Come on buddy, I'm waiting... And you skeezer, puhhleassseee~ don't u have something to do in your life besides bagging other people's life?? Don't mess wif me yea... Such a typical kelatanese with a typical kampung type.. Brought up a history to a present juz to show how good ur frens are??history remained it is... Not a valuable thought to be remember skeez!

Till then....

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hye dear readers,
juz wanna share with you about my experience at Padang for juz a shot visit... 2 days of hols in Padang...hahaha... what a waste aite??? but, im happy with it cz i had a chance to visit my so called "kampung" but actually my anchestors from taluk kuantan...border of Padang and Riau....whatever it is, i can understand their language...wohoooo~ once we touched down, straightaway we shoot to Padang Panjang, the Minangkabau village...hehe...so excited! to see the culture, building, language and of coz the embroidery stuffs... the scary part is, when raining we had to rush back to mainland because of the landslides..takoott~ the best part is not the soil is sliding down but all the big rocks...can u imagine...ill upload the pic later aite...overall the short visit was awesome! :)