~ iReEN RazaLi ~

Hi readers,

How are you guys feeling?? is everything good?? well there is something that i can share in june because i got the job in Brunsfield. The very first company that i went after my final exams ended. my first interview was in february and it didn't go quite well. But hey, i am back with Brunsfield uniform, ID tag, access card etc. they called up for my second interview in May at Brunsfield Embassyview Condosuite jalan Ampang and this is my work place now. oh oh! i forgot, i started work on 4th June 2012. hehe, ssoooo im kinda new here in the company. I love my workplace and my colleagues are so nice. Even my boss!! hehe...Customer Service Officer, that is my position. I am not demanding on the position now because as a fresh graduate we cant be picky unless we have experience and of course very very top student of the university which i am not... heheheh.. but hey, as long as i have a job and can support me..i am more than happy.. not married no big commitment.. so yeah...what more to expect right??? if we are born in a silver spoon family then it is another stories.. Syukur for what i have and this is what i want.. to be a Brunsfielder.. hehehehe...ok that is for my work life.

we jump to  my love life pulak ok??

hahahaha.. sengal kan???? soooo, where should i start yeah?? i am still with mr. FA..we are 6 months now.. half a year man.. time flies without we realizing it. Actually, i feel like i am dreaming... 6 months and another 2 weeks, we'll reach the 7 months..i am happy..Alhamdulillah :).. Quarrel is normal..sweet and sour of life.. it spices our life... without it we can't see the happiness of it.. hehehe...Allah gave someone to you for a reason... a challenge to face, Allah wont give you such challenge that you cant handle..so far, Alhamdulillah..i am keeping up..day by day.. InsyaAllah.. my happiness is for me to achieve by my own effort and not others...people may shower u with love, joy, money etc but it me to choose and draw my life to what i wanna be. I love my man so much, i do.. i just want some change from him and everyone surroundings are waiting the same thing... heheh.. a  miracle will happen with His permission.

overall: my love life is good.. and sometimes ombak.. hehehe :) but i love my FA.

till then fellas :)

dear readers,

its been a while since my last updates... actually i dont know what to write because entah lah.. somehow i need to let go of my feelings coz i am just a human being and i cant keep it to myself. it is painful. I just need a true happiness that will make me glowing because i already feel bored and fed up with my surroundings. this is new for me because i never have this kind of feelings before. stay at home and doing nothing is better than meeting people and lepak. there's no excitement anymore. i dont feel the spark in my life. i have no enthusiasm in life like before. what is wrong with me? sometimes i tend to sit alone and cry without i realized. my life is miserable and empty. i dont have the spark and joy. i feel nothing. Ya Allah, i need my energy and power to cheer. i dont have anyone that can support me all day and be with me and give me strength to stand up and wake up. why i dont have that kind of person with me? who can bring me out and make me happy without hurting my feelings or anything? i need to be love. i miss all my friends that make me feels important and love me and never give up to cheer me up. i cant count on them anymore. mostly dah married and back in the hometown. so, guess...i am all alone to cheer my own self coz seriously, no one can help me... even the one that i love. coz i feel nothing accept disappointment and sadness and boredom........ i pun dah tak tahu nak cakap apa cz i neever feel this before.. bosan and no spark. if u feel the same... just follow your heart and brain because why wanna push your luck if it cant be save anymore kan??? hahaha... apa aku merepek ni????


ok readers,
xoxo